Wednesday, December 20, 2006
these past few days sobrang naggigive up na talaga ako.. slowly.. slowly each day.. ive been thinkin he just probably see me as a friend.. and nothing more than that.. napaka weird ng mga kinikilos nia.. parang iniiwasan nia ko.. pero maraming beses ko na xa nahuhuling nakatingin saken, like he wanna talk to me.. like he wanna say something... pero hindi natutuloy.. lagi nalang.. iniiwas na lang nia ang tingin nia saken whenever i see him looking at me..
im sooo confused.. i dont know what's up with him.. i dont know what's wrong.. why he's acting soo weird lately.. napakalabo nia nman.. kung friend lang ang tingin nia saken bket nia ko iniiwasan?.. yea kapalness ko parang magfeeling.. haha. fine. say whatever you want.. pero ganun ung nafifeel ko eh.. pero naiisip ko ren, if he likes me more than a friend, bket di nlang nia sabihin?.. so maybe he doesn't.. maybe he's just being friendly, as usual... ah ewan.. labo! sobrang labo!!
last night was the big event for some,
Snowball.. especially for 'lovers'.. for students in our school, grammar school
for girls, and students in Bishops, grammar school
for boys.. guaranteed pupunta halos lahat ng taga SWGS and BISHOPS, xmpre.. chance na nila... to dance and have fun with their so-called 'lover'.. at ang lola mo nagmukmok.. i didn't go.. why should i, anyway?.. instead i went to taekwondo.. nagmukmok pren ako kasi wala sila ate ij at ate giselle so i didnt have anyone to talk to.. at for sure wala ren si peterpen dahil pupunta xa sa snowball.. impossibleng hindi... impossibleng piliin nia ang taekwondo kaysa snowball.. sobrang impossible lalo na
pag may girlfriend xa.. and one more thing, it was tuesday yesterday.. he doesn't normally go to taekwondo on tuesdays.. so i asked for a sign.. (yea, soo sad, i know)... i said to myself, if he goes to taekwondo and talk to me rather than attend Snowball and flirt with soo many girls... that means, there's some glint of hope that he might like me more than a friend... i thought,, for sure i already know the answer to that..
NO!! of course he's not coming..
but guess what?? he did turn up!!.. napaka bading talaga! he comes when least expected!.. haha... but that was goood.. sooo yodelly good! so i had that cheeky smile all throughout taekwondo.. at naging ka-group ko pa xa.. nagkukulitan nnman kami, like we did before.. parang back to normal na nga eh.. sobrang funny and sweet na ulit nia.. he even hugged me! haha!! well kasi hindi ko ginawa ung magsusuot ng christmas suit then gawin ung highest patten... tpos ayoko ren gawin ung
'oh no' task na kabadingan ni ma'am houston (where you do a press-up, stand, and jump and shout 'oh no'.. you do it 10 times!).. he's done it, of course, he's the leader as usual.. then sabi ko ayoko.. so i turned around, he was behind me, then he hugged me.. haha!!.. he was trying to stop me from getting away.. tpos ang kulit nmen sobra.. ayoko pren gawin so pinipilit nia ko, kapag umaalis ako hinaharangan nia then hina hug nia ko! haha!! ilang beses ko ren ginawa un! pang aabuso!
slimey fella! mwahaha! grabe! i was soo happy.. we were talking and laughing.. basically having fun.. then he said "i wish i had a camera so that i could take a picture of you"... i was like, just ask for it haha!.. and last night was really great!!... however i didn't expect it to be our last taekwondo lesson... i was expecting we'll break up on thrusday pero hindi.. so hindi ko tuloy nabigay ung christmas card ko skanya.. tsk tsk.. sayang ung card! haha!.. saka matagal tagal ko ren xang hindi makikita... baka after new year pa kami ulit magkita.. but oh well, other than that, i was sooo yodelly happy and kilig last night!! haha! ^^,
...this is my secret
