i'll tell you a little s e c r e t of mine

Friday, January 19, 2007

peterpen didn't attend taekwondo last night... neither did ate giselle who said she would...

i came 10 minutes late for the lesson and was really pissd off..
but then eventually i realised that i could't do anything about dad being late coz he works in Basingstoke and couldn't just fly his way home, if that makes sense.. i was so inconsiderate.

as i was sad, disappointed, angry, i gave all my effort and did all the excersises to a hundred percent power and strength... focused on the task and did well on the sparring.. Mr. Houston said "good techniques"..

i decided that i'd give up on peterpen.. but when i entered the boxing gym, the first thing i did was to see whether he was actually there... i didn't mean to do that.. it just seemed like a reflex reaction..

i wondered why he wasn't there.. might be because this week is their mock exams week.. he might be ill - but peterpen? ill? naaahhh... - maybe he went somewhere else.. probably to a party, as he is definitely a 'party guy'.. or might be that he simply couldn't be bothered to do taekwondo.. but naah.. he's a 'martial arts enthusiast' he couldn't bare to do that.. i missed him... but why?? didn't i give up on him?? grrrr....... (>_<) ......

NOW!
ate ivy just came in and said peterpen is outside.. at this very moment.. talking to buwan... at first i didn't believe her... but she said she was telling the truth.. i had this voice inside me, this urge, saying i should go and see if it's true.. it was my evil twin.. she wanted to see him but my brain didnt give her permission.. after a few seconds, evil twin didn't stop annoying me so i went to the form room and looked outside through the window.. i didnt see anything... but i fixed my hair and texted ate ivy "wala nman xa eh bading ka".. then i went back to the computer room, where i am now..

but then ate ivy came for the second time saying he is actually there... so i went outside the maths building which is a few metres away from the gate... i saw him.. with his bike.. he was actually there, talking to buwan and someone else.. i turned around coz i didnt want him to see me... ate ivy left me so i decided just to go back and continue with my blogging.. but while i was holding the door, which had a transparent glass, i had a final glimpse of him and buwan... but he shouted "klev!!!".. i think he even waved at me but im not so sure... i didnt wanna talk to him and buwan so i just ignored him...

and here i am now.. how ironic. i was just writing about how i missed him although i said i am giving up... then now, there he is.. outside... talking to buwan...

...this is my secret
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