Monday, January 22, 2007
nakakainis!! sooobra!! GIVE UP na nga dba? baket pa?!
grrrrr.... (>_<) nagchat nman kami sa msn nung weekend.. as expected, he asked me about the incident on friday lunchtime... nung pumunta siya sa school.. sabi nia tinatawag nia daw ako pero inignore ko daw siya... sumigaw pa daw siya at nag-wave (as in like biiig wave) saken pero hindi daw ako lumapit!! gosh! hindi pala ako nananaginip nung time na un, totoo pala na ginawa nia un! i knew it was him.. pero sabi ko, hindi ko siya nilapitan dahil hindi ko alam na siya pala un... i don't think he believed me though.. sabi pa nia "i wanted to talk to you.. you should've come.." pero wala nman siyang sasabihing importante saken na kelangan pa sa personal, otherwise he should've told me about it nung nagchat kami or nung nasa taekwondo kami (sa bagay sobrang sinungitan ko siya nung wednesday)... sabi ni peterpen tinawagan daw siya ni buwan nung lunchtime para pumunta sa school dahil bored daw siya.. so pumunta nnman ang bading... ang unang nakakita sakanya ay si ate ij dahil galing silang waitrose papasok ng school, nakita niya si peterpen kausap nga si buwan.. so i think nakita ren ni peterpen si ate ij and he knew that ate ij would tell me.. (and so she did) kaya nung lumabas ako at si ate ij, nakatingin na pala siya nun samen... kaya siguro alam nia na ako un... kaya siguro he didn't believe me.. sinabi ko kay natalie at kay ate ij as usual... sabi nia ate ij "ikaw bahala".. siya ang pessimist adviser ko... si natalie ang positibong side.. baket pa kasi niya ko kelangan kausapin eh meron na siyang kausap na iba (ang haliparot na si buwan) at kng meron man siyang importanteng sasabihin sana sinabi na niya... sabi ni natalie "perhaps he didnt have something important to tell you.. he didnt need to talk to you.. nor did he
not need to talk to you because he was talking to someone else.. he just
wanted to talk to YOU.. not because you are someone else but because you are YOU..." at natouch nman ako sa sinabi niang un... parang nakaka-uplift ng spirit... haha.. pero hindi na ako aasa... hayaan nalang mangyari kng anu mangyayari... i wouldnt wanna interfere or plan anything coz everytime i do, the opposite of what i want happens...
one of the random things na pinag usapan nmen ay tungkol sa kanilang dalawa ni chantelle (ung crush daw nia)... tinanong ko kng kamusta na sila, at kng sila na ba (ouch)...
sabi nia "im BORED of her.. i haven't seen her for like 4 weeks... so yea.. BORING.."
aba'y pinaglololoko ata ako ng bading na un ah... sabi nia last week pupunta siya sa bahay ni chantelle para mag "stay over" tpos ngyon sasabihin nia hindi sila nagkita ng 4 weeks? at bored na siya?? napakalabo! tpos ung akala kong bagong gusto nia na nakita ko sa "other half" niya sa bebo.. mali nnman ako... best friend niya lang pala un na babae... pero di ko lam kng meron siyang bagong "crush".. nakalagay kasi sa description nung babae:
"x_BEZZIE_x"
>>(his name was editted and blurred for security purposes most likely for MY security haha)kaya un... eto... binibigyan nia nnman ako ng dahilan upang wag mag give up... but naaahhh... mahirap nang umasa nnman... bahala na nga.
...this is my secret
