Tuesday, February 27, 2007
gayi just called peterpen "gay" hahaha.. we were chattin on msn, then he went on about scott, saying scott fancies me and all that crap.. so i acused him of being gay.. i said he was the one who fancies scott, though i know he isn't really gay (i hope).. but we both agreed that scott is bi.. haha poor scott.. it's soo funny whenever i call peterpen gay, as in face to face, and then he acts like one.. i really love his sense of humour.. it really gets me even at times when i feel like i hate him... he makes me laugh all the time, makes me forget everything that stresses me out...
ive finally come to reality and come to my senses again.. i give up.. yes i know i've said this before.. but now i finally realised that all he wanted to share with me was friendship, so that's all i would expect from him.. and nothing more.. although, this time i wouldn't be in denial about my feelings anymore.. i admit that although im giving up on him, doesn't mean that i dont like him anymore.. coz i do. i really do.. and im not closing any doors, saying i will not hope that, somehow, he likes me like the way i feel for him... because i am.. but this time, i'll TRY not to.. so it won't hurt..
...this is my secret
Sunday, February 25, 2007
half termbeen doing my maths coursework for ages! it really is easy to calculate all the formulae, solve the problem and prove my hypotheses.. however, collecting all the data is taking forever!! plus the computerised write ups with all the tables, charts, graphs etc.. so i didn't really do anythin fun this half term.. apart from katie's 16th party, that was wicked.. we had a chocolate fountain haha looooved it! although i felt quite sick after that.. then we watched "the devil wears prada" but i didn't get to finish it coz it was like 10:30pm and i had to go home..and wash the dishes! grrr >.<
...this is my secret
Thursday, February 22, 2007
badtrippingnkakaasar nman.. kanina andun na yung chance ko para kausapin si peterpen, tinanong ako ni Mr. Houston kung sino gusto ko ka-partner at nang hindi ako sumagot, ipinartner nia saken si peterpen.. kinakausap nia na nga ako pero nakakailang na siyang kausapin.. hindi tulad ng dati.. tpos nung nag-bye siya saken, nagmuka tuloy akong masungit dahil umiinom ako at hindi makasagot, kumaway lang ako pero feeling ko hindi nia napansin ung kaway ko dahil biglang nag-fade ung smile nia nang hindi ako sumagot.. akala nia siguro galit ako.. bading kasi siya eh..
tapos pagbukas ko ng friendster biglang nakita ko ung pangalan ni ex dun sa updated list.. nang tingnan ko ung updated photos nia, meron siyang picture kasama ng current syota nia na masasabi kong (hindi nman sa 
pagmamayabang at hndi ren dahil current syota siya ng ex ko) ang unang expression ko nang makita ko ang kanyang pic ay "yuck!!!" dahil sa totoo lang, ako hindi nman ako mayabang na tao at hindi ko ren nman sinasabing perpekto ako pero, sobrang layo ko kaya sa pagmumukha niya as in lamang ako ng sangkatutak na paligo.. at hindi lang basta bastang paligo, kasama nren todo todong hilod!!.. haii! nakakainis! para sa mga nag-iisip na nagseselos lang ako, PROMISE hindi!! sa pagkakataong ito, ako'y nagsasabi lamang ng katotohanan.. at kung sakasakaling makikita ko sila sa mall na magkasama, taas noo akong haharap, maglalakad, at magsasabing "PLEASE!! ang layo ha!".. sabay wasiwas ng buhok. mwahaha.
...this is my secret
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
ewansabi ni katie may gusto daw saken si XP, malamang alam ko na yun dahil si XP mismo ang nagsabi saken nung isang gabi... tinatanong pa nia kung ok lang saken makipag usap ako kay XP nang personal at lumabas kaming dalawa.. ayesh! kilig dahil nga eX Prspect ko ung tao.. pero hmmm..... baket kaya ayoko siya patulan? malamang dahil matagal na kaming hindi nagkikita? o baka dahil alam ko hindi ren nman kami madalas magkikita? at wala ren nman patutunguhan ang kabulastugang eto? pero bakit? - bakit ko yun nasasabi nang hindi ko pa nga sinusubukan? tanong ni katie sa aken- sagot ko.. EWAN
...this is my secret
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
secretwoooohh!!! ang dami talagang nagagawa ng mga websites na tulad ng FRIENDSTER, BEBO, at MYSPACE.. lalong lalo na ang MSN, at YAHOO MESSENGER.. maraming sekretong nabubunyag, mga lihim na nailalantad, mga tanong na matagal nang gustong itanong ngunit hindi magawa ay naitatanong, at kung sinuswerte, nabibigyang kasagutan ang mga tanong na ito... at kung minsan, ang mga websites na katulad nila ay nagiging outlet ng mga taong nakakaramdam ng "sobrang" emosyon. sobrang galit, sobrang inis, sobrang takot, sobrang excited, sobrang kilig, sobrang saya, sobrang lungkot at kung anu ano pang sobra...
tulad nalang ng nangyayari sa akin.. matagal tagal naren akong hindi nakakapag sulat sa aking munting blog... ngyon nga'y aking sisimulan.. well, anim na araw na rin ang nakakalipas nang magbakasyon kami para sa half term.. ngunit busy paren ako dahil sa walang katapusang courseworks.. pero kahapon ay merong nagpagawa saken ng birthday invitation.. at ito ang naging dahilan kung bakit nakapag internet nnman ako.
si mike na pinsan ng pinsan ko ngunit hindi ko pinsan, ay broken hearted. at guess what? sakin pa siya nagtanong kung paano makakalimot! hahaha.. natatawa ako sa mga words niya eh kasi sobrang corny, hindi ko siguro makakayang tumapat sa level ng ka-cornihan (siguro gnon tlaga pag inlove)...but at the same time ay naawa nren dahil mukang seryoso tlga siya.. kawawa nman siya.. sayang, cuteness pa nman... hindi deserving ung babae!!! grrrr.... but oh well...
isa pang kwento.. meron akong ex-prospect.. prospect ko dati sa st. josephs ngunit dahil nasa SWGS na ako ngyon, wala na syempre.. hanggang prospect lamang at hindi na umabot sa crush ang level dahil.. ewan, basta.. itago nalang natin siya sa pangalang "XP1" short for ex-prospect 1..
friend ko si XP sa bebo... gayun naren sa MSN.. itinanong niya saken kng kelan ako madalas mag online sa MSN, malamang dahil gusto nia ako ka-chat.. ngunit sabi ko ay walang eksaktong oras.. ganun pa man, tyempong online siya nung online ako so kami ay nag usap.. sabi pa nia ay tingnan ko daw ang bebo page ko dahil binigyan nia ako ng "love" (bagong pakulo ng bebo)... tpos saktong nakalagay sa status ko ay "watashiwa anata oaistomasu" dahil trip ko lang.. tinanong nia kung ano ang ibig sabihin nun sabi ko nman "that's japanese for i love you".. sabi nia, "ahh.. kl..".. matapos ay nag offline ako saglit upang maghugas ng pinggan (dakilang katulong).. pagbalik ko ay bigla nalang siya nag message "watashiwa anata oaistomasu lol".. dahil ang pagkakakilala ko sakanya ay mahilig magjowk, ako nman tinanggap ko yun as a jowk so reply ko lng ay "lol"... nang ako ay sobrang bored na, napadpad ako sa blog ko at nakita kong nagcomment pala si XP sa aking blog.. nakalagay:
1 hu r u? **XP**
2. r we friends?Yes
3. wen and hw did we meet?St Joes yr 9/10
4. hav u evr fancied me?Maybe
5. hav u ever wnted 2 punch me?Nooo
6. giv me a nikname and explain ykLeV cuz its short lol
7. describe me in 1 wordKl
8. wat was ur first impression ov me?kl wow lol
9. do u stil think the same?yes
10. wat reminds u of me?i dunno
11. If u cud giv me anything wat wud it b?i dunno
12. how well do u no me?wellish
13. wens d last time u saw me?bout a yr ago
14. ever wnted 2 tel me sumthin u cudnt? yes
dahil ako ay si Miss Curious, at dahil naren ako ay saksakan nang pagkabored, tinanong ko siya tungkol sa last question.. nagpaimportante nman ang mokong at sabi pa nga "be right back" ngunit hindi siya nakaligtas sa powers ko kaya eventually sinagot na nia.. sabi "erm, i kinda fancy u"... haha flattered nman ako!.. not knowing wot to reply, ginaya ko nalang ang sinabi sa akin ni peterpen, sabi ko "awww.. that's soo sweet"... matapos ng ilang taon ay nagreply siya "so wot do u think?"... aaminin kong kinilig ang lola mo ngunit mejo natakot naren kaya sinabi kong "erm.. sweet? lol.. anyway, im ff now.. i'll talk to u soon.. bye xxxx"..
...this is my secret
Saturday, February 17, 2007
have a look at my not-so-latest obssessions
aaawwww.... my cuteness heechul...
and my cuteness kibum...
haii ~~, just sharin' tha love
...this is my secret
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
if only..
if only there was love pollution, i would happily be a basurera..
well i guess everyone would be happy..
would someone throw some love to me?
...this is my secret
Friday, February 09, 2007
im ill... grrr.. of all the days, why thursday? hmp! hindi tuloy ako nakapagtaekwondo!
...this is my secret
Monday, February 05, 2007
nagkausap nnman kami ni peterpen sa msn nung weekend.. anu ba yan nakakaasar! ayoko na nga sakanya eh pero merong evil force na nagtutulak saken para gawin ang mga bagay bagay na makakapaglagay saken sa alanganen.. tulad nlang ng walang kwenta nmen conversation.. eto:
**hephep! bago mo basahin, gusto ko lamang ipaalala na si
badingerzzi ay si
peterpen.. at si
peterpen ay si... secret! haha! basta! code names lamang nia yan, mahirap na!**
badingerzzii says:
hey
(^^,kLeV says:
ello ello
(^^,kLeV says:
lol nice pic
badingerzzii says:
thats me drunk
badingerzzii says:
lol
(^^,kLeV says:
lol
(^^,kLeV says:
u alrite>?
badingerzzii says:
yerrr u
(^^,kLeV says:
yer tnx
(^^,kLeV says:
erm
(^^,kLeV says:
do u kno scott's number?
badingerzzii says:
yerrrr y? you fancy him?
(^^,kLeV says:
no!
badingerzzii says:
yer ok
badingerzzii says:
lol
(^^,kLeV says:
sum1 wants to kno but i got a new number so i dont have his number
badingerzzii says:
i only got his home number
(^^,kLeV says:
i dont fancy him ok!
badingerzzii says:
ok
badingerzzii says:
:P
(^^,kLeV says:
lol
(^^,kLeV says:
ok so wot is it?
badingerzzii says:
504802
badingerzzii says:
(01722)
(^^,kLeV says:
ok tnx
(^^,kLeV says:
erm ur not on my list
(^^,kLeV says:
can i hav urs? lol
badingerzzii says:
iz cuz u didnt hav my number lol 07783586057
badingerzzii says:
that was a sneaky way of gettinma number
badingerzzii says:
lol
(^^,kLeV says:
lol nahh i didnt wanna but since ive asked scotts no. thot id ask urs as well
(^^,kLeV says:
lol
(^^,kLeV says:
:P
badingerzzii says:
oh ok
(^^,kLeV says:
y?
(^^,kLeV says:
do u think i fancy u? lol
badingerzzii says:
no lol it was a joke
(^^,kLeV says:
lol
(^^,kLeV says:
i do tho
badingerzzii says:
reli? ( i dnt no whether ur jokin or not any more lol)
(^^,kLeV says:
yea
badingerzzii says:
awww thats so cute
(^^,kLeV says:
lol
(^^,kLeV says:
i was jokin lol
badingerzzii says:
yer ok (lol ahhahahahaha)
(^^,kLeV says:
hahaha
(^^,kLeV says:
im such a bad liar
badingerzzii says:
mmmmhmm
badingerzzii says:
lol
(^^,kLeV says:
lol u didnt believe me did u?
badingerzzii says:
i believe wot i get told lol
(^^,kLeV says:
hahahaha
(^^,kLeV says:
so now u think i reli fancy u?
badingerzzii says:
no
badingerzzii says:
cuz u told me
badingerzzii says:
that u didnt
badingerzzii says:
which confused me somewhat
badingerzzii says:
lol
(^^,kLeV says:
lol
(^^,kLeV says:
can i view ur webcam? lemme see ur face haha
badingerzzii says:
lol
then after ilan pang topics, eto..
(^^,kLeV says:
wot subjects r u takin?
badingerzzii says:
umm
badingerzzii says:
french business studies geography and english literature
(^^,kLeV says:
kl
(^^,kLeV says:
french geek
badingerzzii says:
:D
badingerzzii says:
lol
(^^,kLeV says:
bading! mahal mo ba ako? <---lakas trip! haha palibasa hindi nia maintindihan!
(^^,kLeV says:
sorryy!!!!!!! wrong one
badingerzzii says:
:P
badingerzzii says:
lol
badingerzzii says:
wt did tht mean
(^^,kLeV says:
erm..
badingerzzii says:
cum on
(^^,kLeV says:
sumthin lol
badingerzzii says:
tel me
(^^,kLeV says:
lol it just means "hey! u alryt?"
badingerzzii says:
suure <-----hahaha bading! di alam kng anu talaga ung tinanong ko.
(^^,kLeV says:
lol
nakakaasar! bket pa kasi ako nag
"joke" (kunwari ako ay nagjojowk nang sabihin kong crush ko xa pero sa totoo lang oo nman talaga eh).... baka tuloy maniwala ang bading!... grrr >.<
at ngyon ngyon lamang, habang nasa school ako at nagsskive sa aking art lesson, haha, ako ay nag online sa msn.. nalaman kong tama ang hinala nmen ni ate ij na absent nga si peterpen ngyong araw na ito sapagkat ako ay muli niang kinausap at ang sabi ay "hey! y r u online? skiiver! lol :P" tpos nag-invisible ang bading kaya hindi na ako nkapag-reply sapagkat limited lamang ito dahil proxy site lamang (kasi nga ako ay nasa eskuwelahan).. absent si peterpen, bakit kaya? kasi may labnat according to ate ij na for some reason ay ikinatuwa ko?... naahhh... nako! baka hindi siya makapunta ng taekwondo ngyon! ay ay ay mali!! ayoko na pala sakanya! grrr >.<
so anong point sa post na to? the point is, AYOKO na! ngunit ang temptation ay malakas!
...this is my secret
Friday, February 02, 2007
pasulyap sulyap pa't kunwari'y patingin tingin sa akin.
di maintindihan ang ibig mong sabihin..
kung mayrong pag ibig ay ipagtapat mo na sa akin...
hindi nman kita sasagutin!! haha!bading ka kasi eh! =P
...this is my secret
ok ok so finilter ang blogger sa school nmen, kasama nren ang bebo friendster myspace etc etc.. basically wala talaga magawa sa comp room for the last 2 weeks or so!! grrrr!! but then again ive managed to find a proxy website which allows me to access filtered websites such as the ones ive mentioned! haha! actually i just overheard someone screaming this proxy website so yea....
im back to blogtripping!!!
...this is my secret
